This is like Groundhog day

I woke up again. I guess that's good news. But it seems like the same day over and over again. No change. No happiness. Just another day. I should be able to be happy. I do have two kids here that need my smiles. But my heart can't be whole until my baby is with me. I swear my arms get achy when I think of her. She just needs to get better.